Just thinking

I love weddings,I really do the gown,the cake, the vows, the decorations, the bouquet, etc, etc.

Over the weekend, I went with a friend to shop for her wedding dress. As we entered into the bridal shop, I just started thinking of so many things as I admired a beautiful wedding gown by the window.

I love weddings but always think of the aftermath, marriage and I ask myself "Will I ever be ready? "will I make a good wife?" "Why should I get married?"

I don't know but alot of things pop in my mind when I think of weddings, no body is putting pressure or me or anything like that,I am just thinking.